Will I survive?

It has been 20 days since I left home.
The weather here has not been kind to me.
I guess I can't complain much since it's winter.
Although today's weather was nice and sunny in the day but the wind blowing so strong in the night.
It''s scary to listen to the sounds of winds blowing at night.
It's like going to blow down the house!
And it's gonna rain tomorrow, it's gonna be wet and cold and it'll make me feel down and home sick.
I really miss the weather back home.

Pusuing a postgraduate degree is not as easy as I thought.
The workload is much more heavier than bachelor's.
I am loaded with case studies and assignments and tutorial work.
I really wonder whether is it a bad decision to further study.
But since I'm here, I can't turn back.
I must carry on.
I have to be tough.

Everyday I wished that time can pass faster.
I look forward to the sun set everyday so that I can webcam with my darling.
I look forward for the month to end so that I can quickly finish my study and go home.

Will I survive?